Disaster Mode - Howie Good

Vol XVI: Disaster Mode

Howie Good, a journalism professor at the State University of New York at New Paltz, is the author of 19 previous print and digital poetry chapbooks and a full-length collection, Lovesick, published by Press Americana. His second full-length collection, Heart With a Dirty Windshield, will be published by BeWrite Books. He has been nominated multiple times for a Pushcart Prize and the Best of the Net anthology. He is co-editor of the online literary journal Left Hand Waving.

1

ON A COUNTRY ROAD
Coming around the curve
by the farm pond
where someone once drowned,

I startle what’s squatting
over a red stain of road kill,

a buzzard that survives
on others’ blunders

and, with the slow swirl
of a voluminous black cape,

cumbersomely rises,

a fallen angel passing
through the airport scanner
in dark glasses no problem.

 

2

DRESSING IN THE DARK

1
I am a man of no importance,

an empty sleeve
pinned to a shoulder.

 

2
Dusk.

On my knees in the garden
as if praying.

While the peonies
fluff their ruffled cuffs.

 

3
It’s there every morning,

like a shadow
that carefully knocks

snow from its boots
before coming inside.

 

3

MEDITATION ON A CANDLE FLAME
Best sometimes to ignore
what’s going on in my head

the joyful pops of static
and step off the curb

with the thousands who breathe
through paper face masks

the U-boats so close to shore
a chorus girl in a Miami penthouse

could see men die in flaming oil

 

4

STRESS FRACTURE
My biography
consists

of three lines.
The day

will come
when I beg

to ride.

One being
the frayed line

of the horizon.
These boxes

are heavy.

 

5

THE INCANDESCENT EUPHEMISM
In my palm
a little yellow pill

like a pinhole
of light,

something
to bear away

the black
butterfly,

the shadow
sloppily licking

a spoon.

 

6

AUGUST 6, 1945
Birds igniting
in midair.

Women
whose skin

hangs
from them

like a kimono.
Would it not

be wondrous
for this whole

nation to be
destroyed

like a beautiful
flower?

 

7

CHAGALLESQUE
Horizontal violence
doesn’t mean

what you would
think it means.

I feel like giving
everyone the finger.

Nothing a flock
of green rabbis

flying in mini-vans
over the village

wouldn’t fix.

8

DISASTER MODE
I was remembering the fire the mad housepainter set. One man gasped at the verisimilitude of the flames. Another wept, though in relief or grief I couldn’t say. The crowd kept growing. Punches were thrown, children trampled, everyone fighting for a better view of the blackened corpses, the mounds of rubble. The thing I thought was about to happen might yet. I rush off to warn the barren woman who dwells in the firelight as a mother of four.

 

9

fragments of my ruin

1
Heart like a boarded-up building.
What’s wrong with me?
Stopped at a light in a bad part of town.
A billboard on the brick wall
says, Everybody Sees Billboards.

2
Half a tranq. That’s life.
Take as needed.

Like the black veil
of the beekeeper’s hat.

3
The wood dreams
of becoming fire,
the fire dreams
of becoming light.
I use her name
as my password.

4
Relics of saints crumble
when light touches them.

The shopping cart man
steers slowly up the street.
into the catastrophic sun.

10

RED & GOLD
I kiss the back
of her bare

shoulder.

Things shine
as if we swindled

the sun
out of its gold.

The gallop
of a thousand

horses

shakes red
petals down

upon
our bed.